I wasn’t sure Brilliant Disguise was going to make it into print. You see, my publisher of my first two books accepted it back in January of 2019. Then the Editor-in-Chief retired. Then the company was sold. Then it was sold again. A year passed. But I know it takes a long time to ready a manuscript for publication. There are several editing passes, formatting, and cover design, just to name a few hoops. So I gave it the year. Then two years. Three. And somewhere in there, communication all but ceased. I called, I emailed more times than I can count just to see where my manuscript was in the queue. Everything went unanswered and unreturned. And I wasn’t the only author with this company facing these frustrations. The website had not been updated in over a year. Finally, after four years, I decided that if I wanted to get my work out there in the world, I had to find a new publisher. I had my lawyer draw up a certified letter stating that rights to all of my works are to be returned to me.
I wasn’t just a little nervous, or sad. I was starting back at square one. I had worked for years to find a publisher and in the beginning with this one, I was happy. I felt like they had taken great care of my work. Now, I was starting all over. I would have to spend hours researching publishers, writing query letters and synopses, following up with chapters.
Nerves, anxiety, and self-doubt set in as I faced the inevitable rejections. Had I made a mistake? Should I have just stuck it out?
No. I carried on, even when the rejections hurt. They’re simply a part of any creative person’s life. I think it was Sylvia Plath that said she loved her rejection letters because they showed her she tried. I can’t say I loved my rejections, but they did show me that I was nothing if not persevering.
Then finally, a few months after leaving my publisher and sinking into the wallowing dark night of rejections, a star sparkled in the form of an editor saying she found my book to be one of the most intriguing she’d read in a long time. A contract to sign with them accompanied the email. I had to read it about ten times before it sank in. At the risk of sounding like Sally Field, someone liked my work! They really liked it!
And I’ve loved them. Communication is solid. For the first time in a long time I feel like my work is in capable hands that will take care of it. And now, only a few months after signing with them, my work has made it through the editing process and is now out there in the world in multiple formats: